Yang blogs on : 12/27/2009 @ 1:29 AM............................................................................................................
i would like to talk about her and her
All of the stories below would be just fictional and has nothing to do with the dead or alive. Read like you're reading some albino vampire's storybook.
ok, my chirstmas was spent in a plant making double bonds in carbon to single bonds (if your memory is good, we learnt a process called hydrogenation that destroys the double bond to make margarine). But nevertheless, when I arrived home, I saw this :
A card from Su Yin! (OK, I really thought only Jane does snail mail, damn malu), but AIH SHIT, I didn't get anything for her >.< I felt damn warm somehow, and wished I could somehow make her feel the same.
I knew her only @ my 3rd and final year as a student in UNiM, and that was one of the things I regret in uni life, not knowing her better. I'm not good at making girls smile, but I do know I will make myself better and better to keep her smiling, so please, do wait, and I always will do wait for my other lifetime for you =)
Maybe your dear friend as well =PP
OK next! Direct from Chee Cheong Road :
She ffk me in genting, pinjam cash from me, ask me fetch her, watch stupid show and cry, called me a girl, drives like a mad woman giving making me press my invisible brake, seen my room (that is DAMN RARE), seen me up and down, called me fat, ask me hold her BAG WTF, teman her shopping, ask me come all the way from my kampung uni just to watch godfather during my exam period, gone missing and her bf calls me middle of the night thinkin ive captured her, fetched her sis even though i dont know her name that time (without her there omg), talked about other life, brought me lunch for birhtday, broke my heart dunno how many million times.
As far as how I recall her, she was like, think was during end of form3, somehow I was asking autographs from lotsa ppl randomly for the yearbook, and I've asked from 2 perpustakawan. That's I think the 1st time I know your name. A common face in school, and yet I don't know your name. Then somehow we ended up in the same class together. I don't even recall how I've fell for you, maybe cos of the way you told me something, but I guess I was naive, and thought you're some nice innocoent girl, but I was never that smart anyway. As the year goes by, I fell in and out from life, love and family. I've broken down so many times, and saw you went through lotsa stuff, but I was always parallel with you, never ever crossing each other. It feels sad most of the time, but yet I continue on this path, knowing it will always hurt me, cos I know, one day I will make you proud of what I am, and tell you you're the one shaping me up. I might not be some bigshot in MNC or anything, but I will always trust you somehow, one way or another no matter what kind of stories I've heard in and out of my ears.
OK, this post might make me sound like some idiot who juggles with girls, but...I just wanna get my future shaped, girl's smile is just something like my hobby I guess, at least its better than facing my own shit at home.
One day, I will make all of those who left footprints in my heart proud. Idiot May, where's my present? I want paintball mask by CNY k. I don't think I wanna mention Ms. birthday suit girl's name, but you owe me an answer by another month after chirstmas k. Sorry Jane, gotta wait longer, i really wanna hand deliver it instead >.<
Y4nG
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