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Yang blogs on : 11/15/2006 @ 8:55 PM............................................................................................................
2 more years, please help...

i've got lab reports to write, tests to study for, worrying cos i didn't go and find my sister, and straining because there's no more cash left to eat, thinking should i even draw yet another time from my loan money supposedly for my studies that's not even enough to cover half my fees, studying some freaking engineering course u wanted so much for one of us to study it, and the only thing u can say is be MORE RESPOSIBLE? what am i not resposible for, your feelings? your lifestyle? you chose yourself, stating that i earn, u study hard, that's all. if u wanna pretend that u care so much why dont u actually come home and see wat we face everyday and reasons why i dont stay at home at all. u think its so damn nice coming back facing problems like water and electricity bills where u can just stay in your other house claiming false thoughts that the dog didnt eat cos im too cruel to feed it, i never care cos i never answer your phone calls, u think i dont want to answer? i silent my hp everytime i go class ok? i didnt even tell u about my hp being KOed and i went buying another hp, cos why? u'll go questioning where i get the cash from, u think im like my sister ar? never work and gets fired for stupid reasons? i spent most of my cash supporting this damn broken family, and you can just say im NOT RESPOSIBLE? i never see you ever goin to see how's pin doin in wangsa maju, and yet u want me to go every day? and expect me to cut on my petrol? i cant do magic man. u ever think why i didnt want to stay in semenyih and forget everything? cos i dont wanna run away like u. i just need 2 more years to go, please...someone help me...im breaking apart slowy..what i've done wrong in my previous life...i wish i was born in a normal family, get a degree in arts, and lead a normal life. u know, i chose engineering cos u wanted someone to do it....2 more years, please

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