Yang blogs on : 2/06/2010 @ 10:12 PM............................................................................................................
I'm a very direct person, so please...don't get me wrong
Disclaimer : OK, it might sound wrong to my current girl, but I don't think hiding feelings and stuff in this blog will make my blog MINE. So please understand ya Ms Haz Haz.
In my life, there's a few people I really have feelings for, and would do anything just to make her smile, even though I'm not. I guess some people take me as someone who juggles a lot of people in one go, but when I really like them, I really dedicate my heart to them, even though it might be stupid or annoying to them.
So, Jane, you might not read this, nor even think I am important to you, maybe find me to be some idiot who annoys you,
but....
you'll always be the one who really helped me through my though times, encouraging me throughout my studies, chatting through my teenager life, sending me snail mails like some traditional aunt, sending me chocolate through mails my gawd, made me smile a million times, but the thing I remember you the most I guess...
Stealing my heart for away for such a long time, till now, and till forever...
I am me because of you Ms. Jane Loh, and I am really happy for you now. I'll still come one day, when I reach my dreams. So please, just a little longer, I will come.
Y4nG
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Yang blogs on : 1/24/2010 @ 11:42 PM............................................................................................................
Bettle trapped...in the control room
How does it feel to be trapped in an air conned room, upside down, and suddenly someone turned u up again, and u fell upside down again? Well, at least u would feel a bit better after someone turned u around again and gave u a piece of banana and some water eh?
Man someone give me that please!
Another note besides messing with some tanduk bettle in my control room, congrats to Mr Wong and Ms Yenny. I seriously can't believe someone got married in our circle. Shit, this is so damn surreal. Anyway, enjoy your life, name your 1st kid Yang, and ask your wife to learn how to make kickass chow fan!
p/s : can u please give me that honda civic 2.0? I think you would feel better with a Type-R =PP
Y4nG
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Yang blogs on : 1/19/2010 @ 5:28 PM............................................................................................................
A Little $18,000 Espresso Machine Called Slayer
My dream?
Part of it I guess ^^
Y4nG
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Yang blogs on : 12/27/2009 @ 1:29 AM............................................................................................................
i would like to talk about her and her
All of the stories below would be just fictional and has nothing to do with the dead or alive. Read like you're reading some albino vampire's storybook.
ok, my chirstmas was spent in a plant making double bonds in carbon to single bonds (if your memory is good, we learnt a process called hydrogenation that destroys the double bond to make margarine). But nevertheless, when I arrived home, I saw this :
A card from Su Yin! (OK, I really thought only Jane does snail mail, damn malu), but AIH SHIT, I didn't get anything for her >.< I felt damn warm somehow, and wished I could somehow make her feel the same.
I knew her only @ my 3rd and final year as a student in UNiM, and that was one of the things I regret in uni life, not knowing her better. I'm not good at making girls smile, but I do know I will make myself better and better to keep her smiling, so please, do wait, and I always will do wait for my other lifetime for you =)
Maybe your dear friend as well =PP
OK next! Direct from Chee Cheong Road :
She ffk me in genting, pinjam cash from me, ask me fetch her, watch stupid show and cry, called me a girl, drives like a mad woman giving making me press my invisible brake, seen my room (that is DAMN RARE), seen me up and down, called me fat, ask me hold her BAG WTF, teman her shopping, ask me come all the way from my kampung uni just to watch godfather during my exam period, gone missing and her bf calls me middle of the night thinkin ive captured her, fetched her sis even though i dont know her name that time (without her there omg), talked about other life, brought me lunch for birhtday, broke my heart dunno how many million times.
As far as how I recall her, she was like, think was during end of form3, somehow I was asking autographs from lotsa ppl randomly for the yearbook, and I've asked from 2 perpustakawan. That's I think the 1st time I know your name. A common face in school, and yet I don't know your name. Then somehow we ended up in the same class together. I don't even recall how I've fell for you, maybe cos of the way you told me something, but I guess I was naive, and thought you're some nice innocoent girl, but I was never that smart anyway. As the year goes by, I fell in and out from life, love and family. I've broken down so many times, and saw you went through lotsa stuff, but I was always parallel with you, never ever crossing each other. It feels sad most of the time, but yet I continue on this path, knowing it will always hurt me, cos I know, one day I will make you proud of what I am, and tell you you're the one shaping me up. I might not be some bigshot in MNC or anything, but I will always trust you somehow, one way or another no matter what kind of stories I've heard in and out of my ears.
OK, this post might make me sound like some idiot who juggles with girls, but...I just wanna get my future shaped, girl's smile is just something like my hobby I guess, at least its better than facing my own shit at home.
One day, I will make all of those who left footprints in my heart proud. Idiot May, where's my present? I want paintball mask by CNY k. I don't think I wanna mention Ms. birthday suit girl's name, but you owe me an answer by another month after chirstmas k. Sorry Jane, gotta wait longer, i really wanna hand deliver it instead >.<
Y4nG
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Yang blogs on : 12/21/2009 @ 9:06 PM............................................................................................................
Wondergirls
READ AT YOUR OWN RISK*
Stubborn? 100% yes
Quiet? 100% maybe
Undetermined? 100% no
Whatever the case, I didn't expect hate instead of love, childish instead of mature, vulgar instead of polite, blast of the past instead of present.
In days like this, I rather not care at all.
So what if I want to be like that?
The more you say it the more I want to do it. So keep pushing, see where it will end up in. It's not like I'm prefect anyway. I don't change what I like/dislike if it's not about myself. If it's about my health, feng shui, looks, diet, place to stay, family, language, fuk it. I'm like that, you can't change me unless I want to change myself, which at this point, NO. I'm comfy at my position, and will continue on till I reached my goal, then maybe I will change to the ways of the unknown land of NuNu with pink bananas and green gorillas.
And all the while I really thought they know about my weekly sunday afternoons with you, and I seriously do.
sigh, I really do just want my dreams, I ask for nothing more, then I'll fix everything I've messed up during the past, and present.
*disclaimer : this is my OWN BLOG, so I will write whatever I want, whenever I want, and whatever issues I have with the living or the dead, so if the chili is hot, maybe it's you.
Y4nG
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Yang blogs on : 12/17/2009 @ 4:19 PM............................................................................................................
Yang and his love
"Red-Hot" Mondays with Italian B.M.T.
"Cheery" Tuesdays with Tuna
"Lively" Wednesdays with Meatball Marinara
"Fresh" Thursdays with Turkey Breast & Turkey Ham
"Cool" Fridays with Smoked Turkey
"Dreamy" Saturdays with Seafood & Crab
"Magical" Sundays with Chicken Teriyaki
Hmm, sis wanna go pyramid to *ehem* my RM400 jj stuff
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Y4nG
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Yang blogs on : 12/01/2009 @ 9:28 AM............................................................................................................
My Aim
Maybe far, but not impossible I guess...
2010 come!
Y4nG
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